Anonim napisał(a): i just found your blog and i only have one thing to say... ARE YOU EVEN REAL???? omg your art is the most gorgeous thing ive ever seen in my entire life like omg !!!!! you are super talented, wow, like seriously WOW, i love it so much, holy poptarts sweetie, i bet you are just a fucking angel that decided to draw, you have the most amazing skill honey, sorry for getting all cheesy :3, just wanted to say that
I think I’m not a human, but ufo, so I don’t know I’m real or not .o. .O. Hugs, thanks and cheers!
Short feelings in my drawings
I have infection and every day I feeling pain in my body, every day fighting to live and go on getting some crappy jobs to have money for food, parents make my life every day more nightmare… I really don’t know how long I will stay that without any sign for good future. My skills are nothing in my country and everyone around me have depression, because of the same fear and loneliness. I’m not able to help myself, so how I can help somebody else…
I’m still HCLF vegan, I got again mini-stroke attack after my last try when ppl around me forsed me to eat meat, next day my mom brought me an article from some site to prove that I’m anorexic when I do not know how much I weigh, because I do not care. I’m slim, not skinny, I do sports too, so I’m not fall from lack of power, hair and nails grow me how stupid…. but not for that I change my lifestyle. I want be healthy and don’t feel any hurt, only that infection, because I was forsed to eat meat by people who don’t care about me. I’m stupid I blown off the road by people who do not care about what I say. It distress me that my life is range of failures.
I feel sorry that my journal is again about sad truth about my life, but I want you to have combined it with my art.
I would like someday to describe that I have a great job, and everything is well, but I don’t see it actually.
Thank you for reading,
Dym (pl. Smoke)
I often feel like I’m releasing from myself smoke like I have to process in myself everything that surrounds me into that smoke.
last of “Cutting” series
sketch from little A6 sketchbook